Joo Julie

I don't know why. But right now... i'm scared. I don't know why, just scared. Scared about anything. Feel so tired. I'm so tired of feeling alone even when i'm not. I just want to quit everything and disappear somewhere where no one knows me. I do everything for myself to feel better, but it's not works. Just want to run away from this place and cry. I want to cry really loudly. I want to make that ugly face cry. Where can i go, where i can be so alone to break down, where no one will ever know it happen. Sometimes i want to explain how i feel, but i don't have the words to explain how i'm feeling. I'm always smiling and trying to make other people laugh, i really love being nice, i love to make people happy. I didn't like when see other people cry or sad, that's why i can't mad or tell the other that my mood it's not good, etc. I'm always smiling and act like everything it's ok. But truthfully i'm really depre

Oh Hello!! Long time no see!!! How are u guys? i hope u have a great day and always healty. Borahae <3 Sudah sangat lama gak buka Blog ini, mungkin bisa di bilang aku hampir lupa kalau nyatanya diriku punya blog hahaha i'm so sorry OK. Gak tau kenapa padahal dari dulu tau kalau Blog itu sebenernya jarang banget ada yang baca, apaagi blog abal abalku ini yang gak jelas apalah isinya hahaha, yah gak aneh sih kalau gak ada pengunjungnya samsek hahaha.tapi yah tapi, seneng aja bisa cerita disini walau gak ada yang baca, yang baca diriku sendiri hehehe. Jadi gini, aku suka K-POP udah dari dulu banget dari zaman SMP hmmm tahun berapa yah? 2009 / 2010-an mungkin yah? lupa hahaha dan sekarang aku sudah kuliah, udah mau lulus lagi malahan. udah 10 tahunan suka korea-koreaan, dari yang dulu gak tau apa-apa yang kalau liat idol A atau B dikira sama mulu mukanya hahaha sampai sekarang hatam banget sampai ke tahi lalatnya aja tau posisinya dimana aja (lebay banget ini). Selama ini ak